2.6.11

France bound and a quick refreshing memory.

In an hour I'm going to pile into Remito's car and head towards Tours. Kendji was kind enough to invite me along and since Richard is beginning his own miniature five week adventure in the beachside town of La Rochelle, it'll give me a chance to catch up with him under the southern sun while the seven hour drive should give me an opportunity to squint over my notebook and make some notes that have needed an escape route onto paper.

These photos are old, circa mid-march...but I'd never made the time to get them up and visible.
This is a patch of land off the beaten path, past the Berg-en-Dahl area. Ago and Claire and I had a little bike ride planned for the morning, but stopped short when we stumbled upon this mini paradise that felt like a behemoth summit compared to the never ending flatlands. I didn't think Dutch people knew how to climb uphill.



Ago -- Always posing. 


Case in point.




Forest girl - camera armed.



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MMMMhmm picnic remnants...sandwiches and a demonstration of Ago's ability to split apples in two with his bare hands. Pure might.



Someone who appeared to be flying a motorcycle with a parachute. If anyone would like to enlighten me as to this DaVinci contraption, you know where to find me.




Stream gazing.




First blooms. Tulip country, ladies and gentleman.




Pre-ice cream indulging in the park.

7.5.11

Koninginnedag -- Long Live The Queen.

Coury Dorn showed up in Nijmegen last Friday, travel-worn and pulsing from his last three weeks backpacking through Italy, Austria, Switzerland, and Germany. I met him at the train station around 10:00 and straightaway took him to a Koninginnenacht feest (Queen's night party) at Cristi's flat. There were about ten dutch kids there, milling about the room drinking wine and snacking on cheese twists. One fellow was particularly drunk and after falling back through the patio door onto the coffee table, he cornered Coury into conversation about how shitty America was -- replete with strange attempts at Texan accents and Arnold Schwarzenegger impressions. It was comical, but we didn't stay long and made it out of there in good time, keeping in mind our need for an early rise to make it to Amsterdam in the morning.

Koninginnedag was wild and fiery orange with millions of people milling through the streets of Amsterdam, heading lazily towards the museum plein with beers in hand. You had people wearing every possible article of clothing, all the national color of pride: oranje. Men in suits, beer hats, belts, costumes -- you name it. We stayed a good six hours, then headed back to Nijmegen, more exhausted than we thought possible and more broke than we would've cared to be (the result of buying beers at exorbitant rates from kids who looked no older than 13, slanging six packs of Heineken from wagons).


Burnt-out and en route to Amsterdam. Saturday morning. Obviously lots of playing with editing.   

These two photos of Josh are wicked cool and his orange shirt is even more ace.

Mike -- Need I say more? I was wearing nothing orange and I felt like a fraud in his presence.


There I am, rocking the dutch flag, cheek stamps...uh?

Ballin'
(I think I'm almost ready to get the gold "Mick" necklace)



Crowded streets, overflowing with people. Gabor and Zsofia


Carnival...of course, it paled in comparison to the Karneval I met face to face in March

Fiets, feest, oranje, all op een gracht. Klein schips. Zo Nederland







5.4.11

I was picking up signals that I'd never tuned into before.

Last night, Claire and Brinton and I hopped off a train from Berlin and bicycled home through a bitter wind. This last weekend was a brilliant hurrah and the best spontaneous trip I've ever taken.

I walked away with memories of barbecues in Görlitzer park with kids from all over, burning scavenged wood and cooking cheap cuts of vegetables and chicken, drinking beers while it turned from twilight to night and we argued over whose turn it was to hunt for more kindling.

And, walking through a dusty, über grosse flea market in Mauerpark, finding a rickety old booth where I held a camera that surely outlived my great grandfather, and I ended up buying a melodica as an homage to recent days and when I was first saw Blue Valentine. A fun little toy I can put to work anywhere at anytime -- which I did when we walked through Kreuzberg and sat on worn statutes off the sidewalk across from an onslaught of buzzing neon and kebab shops.

More about Berlin when I get my disposable camera developed -- one week, I'm guessing.

Two weeks ago Richard visited and we had picnics, concerts, and a handful of late night talks. And, even a failed effort to throw a "beer-pong" party.

It was 24 beers vs. Richard and I.

Luckily, Kendji and Alex showed up to help the good fight. In the end, we reigned victorious, and drifted into chairs, talking and smoking cigarettes over a floor littered with small, glass bottles.

We picnicked on a small street across from a grassy field. There we were, on this road, with cheese, wine, crackers, and stroopwaffels, sitting indian style on Claire's scarf and in that field we suddenly heard men and dogs in a monstrous ruckus. Our best bet? Dog fighting training/and or police dog school. It was borderline disturbing. But, memorable no doubt.

The concert evening was nice. I missed packing into the corner at SB's Late Night Lunchbox and singing These Days. Even the time I almost fell out of my chair after we sang 4th Time Around with a harmony we'd barely composed minutes before.

Photos anyone?




Richard a couple hours after I met him at the train station. We were about to head into the city.



That morning, the living room table had vanished (not entirely unusual). We were planning our day out. Claire is eyeing the program for the cinema -- short film festival 2011.


This turned out better than I thought. I like this quite a lot.







We wanted to make it to the film festival by 3:00, so we stopped short of Ooij (a quaint, little village I remembered from last summer) and chose this place off the main roadside. The grass was flooded with miniature spiders. A total onslaught. So, we opted for the road and feasted for a pittance. Twice we had to move our makeshift table in a rush, -- cars kept coming down the little avenue, but they were always smiling older folks. The weather was ace.




Ready to hit the road and watch some really excellent, if not ridiculously strange, short films at the Lux.


The view from the waalbrug -- come around sundown.




Mini-portrait photos.


House concert: we had three different guitars, no real plan, and more ridiculous laughter than music. Alex and I sang The Tallest Man On Earth and Richard and I sang Dylan. We picked and strummed and drank red wine and stole chairs from different flats to pull it off. 



Alex, singing "Night Train"



I want to remember this exact photo when twenty years down the line, I'm asked, "What did you do when you were young? Did you have fun?" I'll show them this.




Richard, a day or two before he headed back stateside. We couldn't stop plucking on that Ukelele. I wrote a song on it. I'll record it next time I get my hands on one.

24.3.11

All the times I heard "I'm sorry" didn't change a single thing.

Once again.

It's late in the evening and I closed my windows so those midnight trains wouldn't keep me up.

I listened to Kids on the Run and Like The Wheel -- because of the sentiment -- that almost unexplainable idea that nobody seems to understand.  I've never felt so incompatible before. So, ideas that isolate me aren't outside the boundaries of the ordinary.

I sipped in equal portions and took care of the ones who needed attention and I put up with the foolishness of the ones who didn't.

I heard two things this week that shook me up, filled me with some sort of passing self-respect (a faux pas) and ended with my head on the pillow, my eyes on the ceiling and post-it notes plastered across my bulletin board -- catchy phrases and underdeveloped titles for poems and novels.

The two things I heard:

1. "You're the person everybody goes to man, you're like the leader of the group. I feel like a little brother to you and I lay in bed thinking by myself: 'What am I not doing right?' "

2. That is one of the things I like about you -- that you're going to get hurt -- that you're willing to get hurt for it.

How can I be a leader when I spend my time gazing out the window,  through a nicotine haze, writing songs about missed opportunities across bridges that haven't been crossed. I'm no leader, I just listen and shoot my fingers out when I think I can offer a hand-up. But, all these refined and effective measures are incased in shiny glass that looks nice and remarkable, but paper-thin from another angle.

It's in those songs that I'll sing with a raspy off-pitch voice that mocks the zeitgeist i want.

In Estonia, he said "You're tragic man." and I laughed it off with false pride.
But, no matter how "tragic" rolls off the tongue, sometimes it's bitter being poetic like a joke and vulnerable and attached to the "what could be" rather than simply "what is".

It's the melting of the dream into the sea.


At night I make plans for a city laid down
Like the hips of a girl on the spring covered ground
Spirals and capitals like the twist of a script
Streets named for heroes that could almost exist
The fruit trees of Eden and the gardens that seem
To float like the smoke from a lithium dream
Cedar trees growing in the cool of the squares
The young women walking in the portals of prayer
And the future glass buildings and the past an address
And the weddings in pollen and the wine bottomless
And all wrongs forgotten and all vengeance made right
The suffering verbs put to sleep in the night
The future descending like a bright chandelier
And the world just beginning and the guests in good cheer
In Royal City I fell into a trance
Oh it's hell to believe there ain't a hell of a chance

-Josh Ritter

18.3.11

When it rains, it never pours here, but the sun is always dim.

And it's common for the rain to come five times a day.  Always unexpected, but it can never blind you while you're going from place to place, just present an inconvenience -- add a ruffle to your hair or a speed to your step.

But, at the same time, the sun teases from behind silver linings, never showing its face, it's daylight twilight.

Richard is coming today all the way from the states and this is pretty exciting, it'll be nice to have an old friend. New and temporary relationships are different creatures. But, old friendships are gold if they're solid.

16.3.11

How you were the light over me, for eine kleine weile

Well, I wasn't supposed to miss you this quickly. It's a shame actually.
But, on the bike ride home I realized I'd never returned back to Lent on a tuesday night.
I'd always fallen asleep with you.
It's okay. But, "The Dreamer" was stuck in my head and I remembered the first time I heard that.
Then, I thought of that morning when you were putting your make-up on and I first heard "Kids on the Run". You put it on Grooveshark. And you stopped when he said, "Let's break some hearts" and turned towards me in an epic stance and sang it out. In the moment it was fun and sort of careless. But, now it rings out differently.

I can't wait for Philosophy of Law in a few hours. (That's American sarcasm. See, it does exist.).

15.2.11

I Think We're All On The Run

I'm about to go have some ghetto classic hot dogs, pot boiled, at Alex's place.
And then we're going to Pieckan later. Every Tuesday night is international night and we pile in and dance like fools and drink overpriced beers. Then, I moan and groan about having to bicycle all the way back from lent. But, how can I complain when there's a dance club on campus. As if that would happen back home at good ol' NMSU.

I've had a million little crystal moments and I can't count how lovely they've been. I think I've decided that everyone is confused and struggling together and there's peace in that. I've never been living the dream like I'm living it now.

Listen to The Tallest Man On Earth. He's from Sweden and his music is gonna rip you in half.

Then, listen to me try and do it justice. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kAAUEEYBR0

By the way, boys and girls, my address here is:

Griftdijk Noord - 16
H - 112 Lent
6663 AC
The Netherlands

Send me some love, or perhaps a care package filled with green chiles and real salsa.

Mick